When something you think you know you believe 

is then pulled like a carpet

out from under your feet and

you are left floating in a never ending darkness,

trying to find your feet,

trying to find a path in the light at the

end of the tunnel that never appears.

How to find a new way…

a new thought process to take you

out of the old dust and into a bright shiny place…

Where is this place and how do I get there?

Does it exist?

Where is my heart?

Where is my soul?

Why can I not feel my pulse?

How to get it moving again …

I’ve heard you can’t wait around for inspiration…

but what if the giant bush

before the light is too thick to get through?

How will I make it through?

How will we make it through?

How?